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Oct. 21st, 2005 12:55 pm Meh.

I'm so bored. I could be doing productive things like writing thank-you letters, reading or doing my art homework but I choose to sit on here updating a journal that nobody actually reads, while nobody is on MSN :-(. My parents are out and everyone is busy so I'm stuck on my own. I wish I was doing overtime today, at least I'd be earning money and making human contact. I'd go into town and buy a DVD or whatever but I don't really feel like going in on my own, not that it's really a big deal as I'm quite a loner when you think of it. Very used to my own company, but that doesn't mean I can stand to be alone with the rattlings of my mind sometimes. I don't recommend thinking too hard. Or thinking at all for that matter. So yeah, I'm being a lonely, lazy clod. I can only hope it'll get better because I felt like this once before, and it got better. Then it all went wrong and I went back to my default setting of lonely and bored. There has to be more to life than this, surely? Everything's so boring. Why can't something exciting happen every now and again?

Oh wait, I lie. Something exciting did happen. I got my hair cut. It looks lovely but there's no-one around to appreciate it. Hmph.

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: The Dresden Dolls - Truce

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Jun. 29th, 2005 04:59 pm Aaaaaaargh!!!!

Bloody Amazon. We order my GCSE present in plenty of time so it comes before I go on holiday which is when I need it and they still won't get it here in time. So now I'm killing time until Dad gets home so we can order it elsewhere (a Creative Zen and 5 CDs) from a different site and hope to God it still gets here on time so I can actually upload some stuff onto the thing. Or we could go to an actual shop and pay £30 more. It's bloody ridiculous! An hour and 18 minutes to go until Dad gets in...I only finished my GCSEs a couple of days ago and already I'm bored. I'm trying to get a job, I walked all the way to Tesco and back again (took about an hour and a half overall) to find that I have to give them a written application if I want to go on the checkout. I've got a rough copy which I'll get my Dad to look through (he's going to be deluged when he gets home - what else can happen in the next hour and 16 minutes that I'll need him for?) and writing it up properly and taking it to them tomorrow will kill more time. Also got honked at and wolf-whistled at by a couple of middle-aged blokes in a blue truck, that kind of made me smile even though I should be disgusted. Maybe if I adjust my taste in men towards middle-aged construction workers rather than teenage students I'll be a bit more lucky in love. Or get kicked out of the family home. Ho hum. There really is nothing to do, at least when exam were on I could keep myself busy with revision. 10 weeks of this. Hell. 9 days until I go on holiday.

Current Mood: irateirate
Current Music: Green Day - Minority

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Feb. 24th, 2005 03:53 pm Sporadic updating...

Strange how I can keep a perfect journal everyday in real life but on the internet I just update now and again. Still, that is the mystery of my mind. It's nearly the end of half-term already and I've only been out once what with the weather, can't-be-arsed syndrome and having responsible parents (I can't go to a party where there are 20 people and I've only ever spoken to the host online - why not? lol). I haven't even done as much work as I should have, I still haven't finished my overdue library book, my statistics coursework has been left untouched so far and I can't access my RE homework (and there's loads of it) because they've switched off the school server. But I have done 12 and a half pages of art, though we're meant to do 15. Good thing I did all my geography coursework when I was off with a cold, really. Just noticed that the ear infection that causes dull pain down the right side of my face hasn't affected me so far today - yay! And so I have an evening of boring nothingness ahead. Well, it's not like I don't have anything to do, it's just a case of not really wanting to do it. And I haven't been on the Sims 2 for ages, so much so that I've decided to forgo the expansion pack in favour of an AFI top which would be more worth it. Something I have achieved this week is boost my AFI picture collection. That'll get me into Cambridge.

Oh yes, and it's been snowing to the point where the novelty has worn off and I'm sick of the stuff. But now it's pissing it down with rain. I never thought I could hate winter but this is ridiculous, it seems like it's been winter for ages!

Current Mood: recumbentrecumbent
Current Music: Bitch Alert - Dirty White

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Jan. 16th, 2005 04:13 pm £264.97

The title of this entry is how much I'm spending on stuff in the next six months. If I wasn't planning on getting an MP3 player it would only be £100.97 so I'd be able to buy more than three CDs, two DVDs and a top in the next six months. I, like, really need a job. I should also be revising English Lit, the mock is first thing tomorrow and I haven't looked at the texts since December 28th. And I need to practice guitar twice today if I can keep to my new year's resolution of practicing at least 4 times a week. But do I have the motivation? No, my smegging art exam has drained me. Don't get me started on the fact that we have more artwork to do and it's calculator maths on Tuesday. Uggh...

Current Mood: numbnumb

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